I feel like i miss the boat or missing the even bigger one.

As i want to develop new skills on trading i would like to know more about trader sources. What sites they use or which news sources they follow. And is there any book e-book you can advice? Thank you all answers!
This forum alone is already a good source to learn trading we will learn it from the experiences of the members of this forum. Youtube has video tutorial that is also a good source. But the best source would be the actual trading we have to do the actual for us to learn from personal experience but we should do it with minimal investment only because we cannot afford big losses for trial and error.
If you want to have verbal knowledge about trading, then you can watch the videos and tutorials, you can seek guidance from the experienced traders and you can even join this forum. But you will get to know actual things only when you will get into trading by yourself. That will be the time when you will get a real lifetime lesson. So go with small amount in the beginning and learn the things well.