We learn from our past, they say. I've been through an abusive relationship. That often blurs the lines that define my space even today.
To know this helps me not to repeat my past mistakes but the lesson has come with a price.
I have anxiety almost everyday during conversations with friends when simple questions like where are you right now?, did you end up meeting that old friend on the weekend? end up worrying me.
I did had that thought really strong after I watched the Matrix! It really got to me and I literally had to go look outside my window to actually see if someone was out there watching me. But really, spiritually, God is watching us and has control over our lives too. So, it is good to have that consciousness that God is watching me but not overruling that there might be others watching with a contrary motive.