We learn from our past, they say. I've been through an abusive relationship. That often blurs the lines that define my space even today.
To know this helps me not to repeat my past mistakes but the lesson has come with a price.
I have anxiety almost everyday during conversations with friends when simple questions like where are you right now?, did you end up meeting that old friend on the weekend? end up worrying me.
Yes. The social media was now controlling my life. My needs were controlling me. I don't know whether I'm doing what i want or i am just doing things because i need to. That not everything i do were those things that brings me happiness. It was hard but i can't have a life without being controlled by my needs