Sad to say I am part of the majority who loses more than win more , I tried many ways to profit from it and used different gambling methods just to win a game/bet but in the end I always lose that's why I stop gambling for a while and focus more on savings
Trust me mate, most people have always been in that category and the crazy part is this huge impulse of trying to recover that just overwhelms you and you end up losing more. It is good that you have stopped for a while and trying to recover your losses via other means which to me is the best way to go about it and if you are coming back to gamble it, just know it is another way of probably coming back to give to the society.