I am really happy to know about it that you have won, really i feel happy, because when i saw your thread last 3 days ago, then i though he has lost the game, but unbelievable you have won. Congratulation on your surprisingly winning and it is a great achievement, but i think you get a lesson from this martingale game that's why you are not ready to play it again.
if you loss maybe its not advisable that you always after come to win back of what you have lost because it only leads you of a wrong bet, so try to think calm down and plan it wisely, and if you can judge that your not lucky then try another moment to refresh the mine to have a good bet again