http://www.reddit.com/r/atheism/

http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeYP27qLtfUMY1b1Cyy3WdQ

http://www.youtube.com/channel/HCJcMbgOeG9QI

Here are a few links to help you overcome your dilusional believes. I understand it will be a long hard journey for you, but I promise, it will be worth it in the end.