But you are my idol. I want to be like you.
You're making me blush. 
Here is some professional advice: Cut the "hard work" and "Jesus Christ" (fantasy man) crap. Stop offering this service until:
a) Your English has improved.
b) You've gathered at least some experience managing campaigns. You can do this by offering to help out some manager with his/her work for a few rounds in exchange for a review/vouch.