Half of my remaining hours I will spent with my loving wife. Part of my remaining hours i will spent approaching, if not all, persons that i had grudge with and try to make peace with them. The remeining hours i will spent talking to god and ask for forgiveness so that i may die in peace.
Dude. Don't listen to the people here. They didn't live your pain. They don't know what you are feeling. Sure, their lives are fine and they feel good. No wonder they don't want to quit. But if they had the loss you had, maybe they would feel differently. Only the person can decide what is right for them. The others opinion is just rubbish.
Do what is best for you man. Don't listen to fools.