Thanks for your advice I will still stick on airdrops, I don't know what awaits me in January because that's when the loan Cooperative will be needing their payment..
Please how do I get the book written by Alexander Elder. All I need is encouragement to face up things within me.
I see that you are panicing, but is it really vice to use money on investment books at this point? Of course if you have a good public library system in your country (I don't know where you are from) then reading is good. And you have two months before you have to pay, maybe you can study other options for paying / other kind of loan. Do you dare to tell us where you are from (understand if not.)?
You have probably very little time left for the payment. The first thing is to not get stressed up on the situation much. You will have to take control of your anxiety and emotions so that it would become possible to look for some other ways instead of just reading the books from the library about best investment policies. My advice for you is to contact some expert and follow the steps advised by him to manage with the cooperate payments.