Don't force people to donate this is just my advice if you are really sincere on what you are talking here which isn't a pure lie then possible you can get some aids for those who have kind-hearted persons on this forum.I can say chances might be slim but still possible because nowadays people are doing anything as long they can accumulate money or bitcoins.Im not saying you are liar but be sensible and be true to your self. Killing yourself for debts isn't justifiable at all.