Hi guys and girls! After making quite a lot of money then losing it and crying about it half the afternoon I have decided to give up gambling for good. Its not for me in have a much too addictive personality. So now I just plan to work for casinos but not gamble.
The thing is you know you should cash out but you always want just that little bit more and then u lose the whole lot. I'm stupid and greedy. Right after I lost i put more in and doubled it then I went all in and lost it. So yes u can make a killing gambling with such a small about like a few dollars but then u lose all u make and waste a lot of time and energy and end up getting upset. Also i shake like mad when I gamble and I hate that. I tremble. When I lose I can't believe what the screen is telling me.
So any thoughts ? Ways to stop ? Ways to gamble with play money ? Maybe there are dust gambling casinoes I can use? U know just for fun and for the fix.
The thing is you know you should cash out but you always want just that little bit more and then u lose the whole lot. I'm stupid and greedy. Right after I lost i put more in and doubled it then I went all in and lost it. So yes u can make a killing gambling with such a small about like a few dollars but then u lose all u make and waste a lot of time and energy and end up getting upset. Also i shake like mad when I gamble and I hate that. I tremble. When I lose I can't believe what the screen is telling me.
So any thoughts ? Ways to stop ? Ways to gamble with play money ? Maybe there are dust gambling casinoes I can use? U know just for fun and for the fix.
Giving up gambling is not easy. Because before l was a gambler. My father is a gambling master that's why we all his family a gamblers also. So when we both my husband get addicted to gambling we used to have so many debts until lm hiding to all those people whose looking at me for my payment. That time l can't sleep l cry everytime. I tried many times to quit gambling because our life is getting worst because lm always a loser. But when l have no where to run l decide to give up gambling. It's the time l need to go back to God because l used to be a backslider so that my life became worst. That's the time l realize that lm lost as a son of God. That ends that l am separated wIt's my husband. Im so weak l don't think l can stand l lost everything. I think it's no where to run. I was about to commit suicide but everytime l cry l think about my kids, how can they live without me. That's the time l really decide not to go back in gambling.