Last post to you: I can tell you are still on your come up, life hasn't blessed you with abundance, I can tell just by how you carry yourself, the amount of negativity and strange agenda and way you type... all equate to a young squirrel trying to catch a nut. Delusional? Life has blessed me, a few times over now and I'm compounding it even more with crypto and have been since 2013. Abundance attracts abundance, success attracts success, misery loves company, and you'll soon find that if/when you are around success stories in real life it will change the way you behave, think, invest, build wealth, build person, build spirituality, and have a positive aura for the universe to bless you. Might sound all kumbaya however I used to be a little like you when I was on my come up, the same abstract and spatial thinking you have that goes negative or you hide under the guise of 'just entertainment/not financial advice', is the same thinking that will set you free one day or keep you under your own vices not understanding why you can't seem to get this part of life right.

Best of luck to you, and I suggest you check in with your higher self to balance out your power distribution, pun intended.