The bad, the worse, and the hope.

So heres what happened, I, out of anxiety and stupidity, decided to gamble the last of YOUR investments on dice. I felt I had no options left in order to to repay never thinking about losing the money. Once I lost the money I never felt worse in my life, I felt depression and scared, at first I thought I would just not respond to my investors until eventually i would have accumulated money from something else to repay. But I can't live with myself not giving hope, and a sense of faith. Even worse then losing the money is I currently gave no way to reimburse and generate money to repay any investments.

Here is the only thing I have, I have 0.043 bitcoin, I have the $800 USD in the paypal which I will have in 6 months. One other thing is I gave my dad $550 to buy a car a while ago which he can now sell for around $4k, I don't want to ask him for any of the money he makes from the car but I possibly get $1000 back from him. So with that I have around $2300 to my name. What I am going to have to do to repay these investments I don't know yet but I am going to do what it takes, I will most likely be getting a day job, selling anything of value that I own (not much).

Other than that I am going to continue to look into other payment processors that could possibly work and continue trading, if this does work I will ask my grandparents for investments. I need to make it known now that I am only 17 years old and even younger when I started this so trying new things which require ID is very hard for me to do since it is all done under my Mom. If I don't find a possibly way to trade bitcoins anymore I will take the money I have and just repay it instead of holding onto it in the hopes of being able to use it later for trading.

For now I will structure repayments in priority of amount and how long term the investor is, the higher the amount and the longer the investor I will be repaying as late as possible, and smalller investments and newer investors I will repay as soon as possible. The list of people who will be repaid sorted by priority (Top highest priority with the bottom being lowest): drunkenone, Taras, Fishbones78, Giveen, suredoood, Hracik, mettwuerstle, Anon, Jackg, JMack3000ad, Bias. PLEASE PM me if you are ok with being the least priority repayment, so I can get the money back to the people who need it most first.
 
I will do everything in my power to repay everyone and make it my goal until they are repaid to generate funds. I will not leave until everyone is repaid. Im really fucking sorry.