Bitcoin for me is my main source of income. This thing give me potential in life. I've than so many things because of bitcoin. It helps my financial problem, I help my family to pay the other bills, and pay for my college fees and also my other expenses and personal needs
You are doing it the wrong way you should consider bitcoin as an asset for your future. If you are going to spend your coins in a shorter time you will not have a high reward from it. You need to maximize it's potential by hodling it.