We learn from our past, they say. I've been through an abusive relationship. That often blurs the lines that define my space even today.
To know this helps me not to repeat my past mistakes but the lesson has come with a price.
I have anxiety almost everyday during conversations with friends when simple questions like where are you right now?, did you end up meeting that old friend on the weekend? end up worrying me.
I have a same feeling when i have a relationship before, i feel like my neck is tying with a rope, i cant freely move because there's always saying to me, dont do that,dont do this. Everything you do you will always ask your partner first if he dont want, you need too do what he was saying. Ahmm it feels like grrr. i cant do anything what i want. So the relationship end up NOTHING and goes to break up.