It looks to me like our OP is one of those people lured by the promises of fast and easy money. "listen dude you buy bitcoin and a month later you sell with 2x profit! I've seen a program of those young millionaires one dude has 3 million USD at the age of 20!" and now it's like
-mom, dad , I lost some of your money, they were all saying it's going to be going up, they promised me!

-where did they promise you?
-on the forum! They were saying "to the moon" and so I went!
Back to reality OP, if you don't understand something don't follow the crowd. It usually doesn't end good.