like others my worst mistake also was trying hard to win back all the money that i lose, which make me more a loser because i lose all the money i had and lend some from friends..
Same as you, instead of winning back all of my losses I became more losser. I remember thst when the time I gamble I win big amount of money but I became cocky and I didn't store the half of it and the consequences that happen is I lose all of that money.
Thats the thing happend to me before, Ive become greedy with my profits that make me a loser. From a winner thet become a loser real quick. Ive become a cocky gambler too before thats why ive losed so much money. In that experience I learned that gambling is becoming more controllable about your winnings and not getting air headed from the profits you earn.