hello im a newbie here, and i have no idea of what i'm going to do first, can anyone advise me, thanks for the advise
You're not ready to be here. You should watch and read from the sidelines for a while longer.
We can't tell you what to do just as much as you can't tell any of us what to do. Why do you not want to think for yourself? Why do you not want to choose your own path? Do you not have any curiosity...about anything...such that you're truly frozen?