Hello Everyone

I just want too tell a bit of my story.

When i was 16 me and my friends were in school everyone was happy to start going to work, because they didnt like school.
I was the only one in my class who enjoyd every last moment there.

I am in general a really happy person, i appreciate alot of small things in life, like when a butterfly flies accros my way. Things like that used too make me smile.
But since i started work 7 Years ago i became more depressed every single Day.
I had alot hard fate proposals, alot of death and tragedy in my life. I still looked forward.

In the first 4 years i was working i got Mobbed really hard. I hated everyday.
By hate i mean not just dislike, i mean something Brain poisoning, which you cant abbandon and stop thinking about it....
I was working there for 4 Years cause i thought, just keep going...
Then i switched my work Place, I still really like the People there and i am happy im in a way better place there.

But everyday since i work i cant find myself having fun or feeling ok too work everyday, it never will feel "normal".
Im working as something similar as a Construction Engineer, other people feel fullfilled when there working; theyre happy and proud on what theyve built.
I just see it like: It will last for max 100 Years, thats nothing special...
I wake up and know my day for nothing, day by day. I have not fate i anything...
Nearly ever going out with friends anymore..

I think its the second best job i couldve got into it... I think software engineer would be alot better...

Thats why my goal is too get as rich as i need too to stop working everyday as a "must".
I am also 90% sure that basic income will come in atleast next 30 Years.

In my eyes the current generations are the last who "need to Work" in human history, cause Machines and AI will take over a huge amount of the current jobs.

Whats your opinion on my life in this part?
What should i do?

Thanks for everyone who spent his time on this.


If anybody wants to help, i really would appreciate it deep down from my Heart.
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