so this is me i work in a shop and people don't give me there cash in hand they put it aggressively on the counter and give me diry looks and walk away - should i commit suicide because of this because i've applied for jobs too and no one gets back to me. I feel like people are making life suck for me
Where are you New Jersey?
Some people are D!cks, some people don't care and just want to complete a transaction, and sometimes (this is important) you might be interpreting their reactions based on a negative "self image" you hold of yourself.
The point moving forward, is to change how you feel about yourself.
Side question: do you have a family and many friends close by?