I love it. It's so normal, we have the same experience when I just started in trading. But I never tried arbitrage method. I just started my trading experience in bittrex and I just bought and bought, but the only thing we are different is I never get panic, I only hold and hold for how many months and after how many months, I just sold my coins in loss. I'm so super sad about that time, but it is okay. Well, you learned your lessons, you should apply that nextime. Good luck mate.