i will not ask for giveaway merit you give me, i just want to be better.
please see and give value to my post so that I get the impetus to be able to make a quality post.

Actually, your last thread did not contribute anything to the topic on Anti-spam merit giveway. Can you see that? Will it receive merits for such a low-quality, off-topic thread? I think it won't. You should improve your quality of each posts first, then merits will automatically come by chance.