Borrow money and invest in your future. For more then two years here do you know how many similar threads I saw? People complain on something that happens every day in banks world, how many people worked the whole life and stayed without pension? Crypto is not fair or gentle, you need to push your way trough. You need to know how to protect yourself, same like in the real world. If you don't know how to do that you are in trouble. Trust yourself and check more then once and you will be fine here, you can even make profit.