may be in dreams
Look I realize that you probably bought your first Bitcoin last December and this is hard for you. Nevertheless many of us have been doing this four or more years. NEO is not just a dream, it's an exciting project with a ton of remaining potential.
I know you are probably still mucking around, investing in coins at random that people in a trollbox told you was "GOING TO THE MOON" but that is not a reason to buy NEO or any other coin. You have to know what you are doing or you are going to get smoked.
I can't tell you what is going to happen next, anyone that tells you they know is lying, but stop being so sad just because you are losing right now.
I guarantee I've lost a lot more money this month than you but I made many times more than that leading up to this month because I was in it from the beginning.
Buck up new guy, it's gonna be ok. Or it won't. LOL