Wouldn't beat yourself up too much, although if you mined right at the beginning. Wow. I think this is probably quite common among the earliest miners. Why hold XCoin?Cost of a masternode is down quite a lot from what it was though.

But yes Dash is a serious player and underestimated and undervalued. The first coin with masternodes network and governance and treasury ie the first Dao. First, or one of the first privacy coins. I only need to look at the price of bitcoin cash to know that Dash is way undervalued. Bitcoin cash offers a bitcoin type coin with big blocks. Thats it. Dash, I even forgot instant transactions. Low fees. But Litecoin too? Wtf is litecoin doing above Dash? Market is irrational. But such is life. Another above Dash is EOS!!! Wtf. Its a token and a whitepaper. Is there even alpha software for it yet? Wtf!! Lol Dash is awesome. I am a fan. edit.. I forgot to rant about Ripple. Wtf! Ripple the token in which billions were created, but most are hodl'd by the company that created them out of thin air, pretended to be Open Source. Is centralised and I don't think it even has a blockchain. It has a centralised ledger which is held on an excel spreadsheet as I presume it.