Depressed?  Go for a jog, work out in the gym, hang out with friends.  Why stay in front of the computer begging for money to buy drugs/Xanax?

Add on :  You have a problem, I suggest maybe try calling the Good Samaritans or some local helplines in your area.  They are 24/7 at http://www.samaritans.org/ where you can find the contact.