ah, what would they do? Take me to a therapist? Drugs are my only option. There is nothing else I can do. If anything, xanax is my best option. I mean not only can it help, but it makes me feel happy. It can numb the shitty life I currently have. It makes me forget. Just living the moment with no worries. Amazing. It is better than smoking weed.
My understanding is that those effects become less and less over time. Eventually you will be eating handfuls of the stuff just to not feel like a nervous wreck.