I do have thoughts but I always felt like this everyday. Every time I ask someone for help nobody cares. I don't know what to do, I can only rely on drugs. It sucks, but it helps. That's why I need this loan. Its important to me.
That's sad, man. I did a lot of drugs in highschool, too. The difference is that I wasn't depressed.
Hopefully you can find something that makes you happy without the weed. I love getting stoned as much as the next guy, but it should not be used to deal with depression. You got to find another way to cope with that shit or you are going to just get more depressed and will probably end up hurting yourself or others.
Not sure what is in the water these days that makes young people want to kill themselves...
