This could be your hard time of your life. I thing I would like to tell you is your not alone. You can still come back if you want all you have to do is to believe in to yourself that you can.  My advise to you is first admit to yourself that you have done wrong things/bad decision in your life that only yourself can make it correct. By doing this half of your problem is solve because you have identify what is wrong.

The other half of the solution is change your lifestyle make a cost cutting of your expenses and start paying your debt gradually. Look for bounty campaign and air drops so can find additional funds.

Never engage again to any shady investment. Don't also try to enter to trading because you might get hook again to another problem. Success rate for trader is low so I will suggest not to do any trading activities.

I like you to do me a favor, before you sleep repeat to yourself that you can solve your problem, repeat it until your mind are conditioned that you can solve the problem. Hang on brother you can solve your problem just believe to yourself.