(Logically, assuming arguendo that there be such a thing, would you give yourself an experience better than an orgasmand only do that once, ever?)
That's a very good point. I just really, really want to try it. If it is indeed as good as people say, well, I can't get more anyway. And I also think I'll be able to control myself. I know how amazing chocolate fudge cake and hawaiian pizza tastes like, but in order to maintain my health and fitness I am able to abstain from those pleasures, and indulge in them only every once in a while
Alia, I certainly dont mind talking to you about this, if you want; but also, Im not trying to debate you (as would many people who disapprove of drugs). I want to make that clear.
I wanted to provide you some food for thought. Youve probably only heard arguments from two sides: The drugs are better than orgasms side, and what I will too generously and
much too mercifully call the
anti-fun side. I infer this, because Ive been there, too, when I was your age. (I wont disclose my age, due to pseudonymity; but Ive already much discussed cryptographic cypherpunk stuff I did in the 90s, so...) Well, I dont presume too much when I posit that I think differently than anyone you ever met.
By analogy: The very first time I
ever used what people call a bad word on this forum was in our ciphersex thread. There, I use such words anatomically and literallynot cursing anyone out, but quite to the contrary. Whereas if youve checked my post history or followed some of the links in my initial letter to you, then you know that with my pen as my sword, I can casually whip out an insult which I dont doubt leaves its recipient boiling over with humiliated, impotent rage. Most people just say, f you!!!, which is dishwater-weak by comparison. When
I tell you, Alia, that I am going to fuck youwell, thats quite a different matter, now isnt it.
Both on the drug issue and quite generally, I can suggest to you ways of looking at things which youve never heard anywhere else. Let me know if you want to chat.
In brief, I should add: I obviously like to have funand I dont give a damn about what others think of me, other than those few who earn my respect. Yet I myself have observed that the best better than orgasm pleasure available in this world is to create something, and be successful at it. Whether its a piece of Bitcoin software, or for that matterbabies.
N.b., I could help you with both.
Cheers.