i made a thread earlier for Marijuana, didn't go too well. I changed my mind and decided prescription pills instead. I already made my decisions everyone and i would rather try to help myself through the use of actual medication instead of helping myself naturally. The whole depression thing is still stuck in the back of my mind and it effects everything i do. I may get a therapist soon, but they cost a lot of money.

I told my family about it, but they didn't help. Told me to same answers you guys gave me, to help myself naturally. I tried that but it is too hard. I am still working at my job and i have been saving up. $15 is all i have for now.

I know the consequences benzo's can give, but it is better than nothing. My mind is already fucked up by illegal substances. I also forgot to say that i really appreciate the support you guys gave me in my last thread. Didn't know many of you cared that much. I am really thankful, but i would rather do it the way i want it to be.

The loan that i desire is $40, it's $5 for shipping as well. I am buying it from flylexa. This is not a scam, i promise to pay back as soon as i get $40. September 27th on a Friday is when i have enough. Soon enough i will have $40 to pay back.

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