i do not want that to remember the experience of that i gambling , i got out in casino without money in my pocket i ride car taxi then i pay in my house,
i know why i can't control myself at that time, i told myself i never go back in gambling, the lesson is gambling is very risky paly gamble for fun not to earn profits, because that day i want to earn big money which not good idea.
I personally have so many bad experience and worst moment in gambling history. Actually i am playing gambling continuously for most than 20 years, therefore i experience so many worst moment losing a lot of money in one time which i also do not want to remember again and again.