help , please

how much did you invest if it's not a secret? and at what price did you byu zcl?
about 0.178 btc , bought on 0.0075 btc
maria.may I should kill myself, I bough 100zcl for $ 90 (9000$), and the others are stuck in battlex, I hope I will get btcp and make up for a loss, if we do not go further