Put like that it makes more sense.
Then,
There may be a way to recover your coins, but it's quite technical, I can give you a rundown if you need.
And yes, it's possible that the coins are gone while the transaction never confirms. I need to check, I think there's a way to get the unconfirmed transaction cancelled, and if there isn't, maybe I'll write up a way to do it.
Well yes, I would need and accept some help if there really is a way to get this fake transaction back.
I'd like to give it a shot at least. Maybe it can also be useful for others (Goaheadz??) and for later in case it would happen again.