We learn from our past, they say. I've been through an abusive relationship. That often blurs the lines that define my space even today.
To know this helps me not to repeat my past mistakes but the lesson has come with a price.
I have anxiety almost everyday during conversations with friends when simple questions like where are you right now?, did you end up meeting that old friend on the weekend? end up worrying me.
Yes I been experienced that but not in a relationship but with one of my aunt. She doesn't want me to experience the thing that she didn't experience during her past life. He treated me more than a woman cause I am not allowed to come outside more done the time that she set. Even my study, relationship, and to my family. I experienced also verbal abuse aside from controlling my freedom. It's a kind of a thorn at my neck that when ever you have little attempt to remove such thing will become more harder for me to free.