I guess you were in a haste to make money from your capital and you did under study the coins you wanted to invest on and jumping in when they were already being dump, therefore, catching a falling knive.
My advise is that, you don't invest what you can not afford to lose. All that glitters is not gold.
I don't think that you do need to .. think about it in such a negative manner because more or less we all did mistakes like that 😂 ...
Everyone's past is like that more or less we have all made mistakes and it's never like one needs to stop trying.
Go for it..
Well I think it's laughably similar whatever everyone's been through...and let's agree on one point " economy is so unpredictable "
Thanks for sharing your experience