a big disaster for some people who experience something like you,
long enough I think from the time you worked for the company for 8 years and it is impossible you do not have experience of the company.
as a suggestion from me that you will try to find a suitable job from the experience you have in order to meet the needs of your family life and active in this forum so you can adjust to a job that is here,
every science will not come if someone does not want to read and learn.
as a guide for you to read the rules and some things that exist, which will add to your knowledge.
or if you want to try to work in the field of buying and selling criptocurency there is enough find local market from your country but need to know that criptocurency trading have high risk for beginner.