I understand why you seek refuge here in our warm and friendly little forum ariel my little mermaid, it must be hard to witness all those problems with your own coin (which begins with a M by the way) :

* the upcoming but delayed fork threathening the very core of your coin privacy technology
* the constant battle to not sink below Dash on coinmarketcap, while knowing deep inside it really is a lost battle
* the traded volume that is getting smaller and smaller
* the constant negative association with darknet, rampaging botnets and the never ending stream of stories about your coin being involved one way or another in something very very dark

Its only natural you seek a place that brings light and hope to the world .. so you come to us, i totally get that.  Nonetheless lets not forget the people of your own community, who are struggling so hard at this very moment, they need you too !
So i ask you not to turn your back on your own community, give them the hope they deserve. Be a bearer of hope to your own community in these dark times and do not stray of the chosen path my little mermaid.