apparently it's an individual ... I can not ...
yes please, no one here will force you to do it anyway. Your right. Only when you understand that revenge is sinful, not because it sits on nePke God and punishes, but because you sin against yourself, you poison yourself with this revenge, and it will not become easier for you. And it will become easier from the realization that you can forgive and you will feel the union with the Universe through this forgiveness