Man, you really have something going on with that brain of yours. You must have snuffed in some pretty good sht, mind sharing? lol. But really, I think you should read a lot rather than waste your time blabbering about your stupidity and spreading fud which is influencing newbies in this industry negatively. I do not know if you are doing this on purpose or if you just believe this because someone told you so, but whatever the case, at least now you know it ain't right.