I smoke marijuana, even before I hurt my back in baseball practice, It hurt like hell, but the doctors told me I had sciatica and ruptured my disk and have a pinched nerve, you know what pain I go through? I would cry for nights, it degenerated me, and my family that were closest couldnt see me the same, I was withered by the oxycontin pills and the valim was very addicting, I think I overdosed once, I was half asleep, and thought I didnt take my medication when I really did, and sure enough I fainted infront of my sister in my house, an hit my head pretty hard.

Thing is Nebraska doesnt allow medical use for it. and im stuck being a criminal with a family that has medical issues. I had to teach my son that marijuana is medicine, hes 14 and understands, my wife doesnt look at me as a bad person, im normal, I work, I speak, Im active in therpautic sports, I have my family, they dont hate me because im using marijuana. Its pretty sick how the gov is tearing families apart. I hate lashing out at my family, but beer makes things aggressive for me, but tell me this, all I hear in the news, is this "Man killed by drunk driver" "College girls raped at frat party involving alchohol" "Man beats his wife and son while drunk", Marijuana is this "Man arrested for a bag of marijuana" "pot hose raided" "University Graduate smokes marijuana", we need to stop looking at marijuana as if its bad when its not, the feds spend money only for the cons of marijuana, not the benefits. I thank god for marijuana.

and I pray that one day, me and my family can leave this state and go to a closer state that allows it for medicinal purposes. Its not easy, but heck, who will do it, the feds dont understand the pain im in, they will take my medicine and stuff me with those poison pills again.






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