If you see a little child you can see the spark in their eyes. As we grow we keep loosing that spark. Life gets harder and keeps sucking the motivation out of us. I think motivation is the most precious thing in life and we loose it so easily without even being fully aware of it. As I grew up the most difficult thing I've faced is to keep myself motivated. The dreams we dream don't just come true. Our reality is totally different from our dreams.
i understand you and i am undergoing the same situation. I lost appetite in everything, no interest and joy. I just dont like anything anymore. Theres just no drive, no motivation, no inspiration. Im tire of life. I feel like a burning and melting candle that is little by little consumed.