You feel scummy for taking money from people, let me also tell you that people are even much more careful in giving out their money. Gone are the days where people just invest in anything based on their greed and blinded by the motive for it to multiply their investment. Now, you have to serous prove yourself before you would be taken serious and based on this your words, I doubt if this your coin would stand the test of time on a long term basis. To launch a successful ICO, one of the germane thing is the team which is obviously lacking here. Again, if your mind is telling you something else, the best thing is to listen to it and follow another path. My opinion.