Sorry, I really do know how it feels to get screwed.  I feel your pain....

That being said, you are one of the few who actually made money on your BFL asic.  Posting your sob story is a little like adding insult to injury for the people who are still waiting on BFL SC stuff.  You saw the horrible way everyone else was being treated, why didn't the red flag go up at that point?  Why in the name of fucking god did you (or anyone) order a Monarch?  To me it is insane...  Especially with all the other products that had been announced at that point?