So we come back to the original question. Do you want to rich or be entertained as the choice is entirely yours.
I don't really get what do you mean of emotional satisfaction. If you want to tell us is that you trade crypto just to get entertained or at least have an experience for it and don't really much care despite you're losing or not then that's so ridiculous. All traders who deal here in crypto world definitely want to earn money whether they treat it as their main source of income or only a hobby, I'm very sure of that.
If you look for entertainment then look it to another places because here in crypto world, money is waht matters the most and every drop of it counts.