im sorry to hear that,my brother almost lost 100k with his loan, its a big heartache of 2 million, bro always remember don't invest what you can't afford to lose, you can consider bitcoin as a long term investment, it will not die, just believe, what i recommend for is to join bounty camapaigns so that u will get back whats lost. Its just months and it will sure get back to its peak stake, you look the graph of bitcoin since it started, it always goes up every year.