Read posts here, some people are really dramatic... Everyone likes happy end...
aTriz
I have never/ever had problem or deal with you, your welcome for me. But would be glad if you answer on this question. You may know this is internet and it's easy to hide your identity and stay safe. You could hang on everything because your reputation got cracked and go away but as you say, you were thinking whether go or stay. You decided to stay, so, why?
Look tasks differently, don't tell me it's because your kind mental state, I think it's because of opportunity to earn more here and renew your old "reputation". You prefer tomorrow's chicken over today's egg, am I right?
We don't have to say apology, we have to avoid saying of apology.