Airdrops can be worthwhile but overall most people will spend more time than it is worth and will end up with less than they would have working a normal job. DeepOnion drop is over this week if I remember correctly but you could join an airdrop like Byteball or Bitcore both of those are still ongoing I believe. Lastly, everybody is trying to trade to acquire more Bitcoins it is just human nature to be greedy and want more than we need. Take solace in the fact we are all the same but also because we are all greedy know there is more opportunity out there for you and this wasn't the end of it. Knowing that alone can motivate one to get it done. You can do it!