At first I want to say: Read my post carefully and don't spam.
We all wanted high price, higher than 1000$ and got it, we got even 19k and there people were hoping more than 20K, they think like it's infinitive.
Did so high price do a good job? No, higher satoshi/byte fees became even higher in value because of price rise, some exchangers closed registration and etc. In reality there was no need of 19k but I think currently it's best to see price between 5000-8000$. There isn't so much demand.
You want high price to get much from holding? Seems you hang on bitcoin and are only selfish.
I do not think that's selfish, it's normal because people basically want a better life, and to achieve it we must have income that we can use to lift our lives for the better. With increasing bitcoin it is a great way to make a profit.
Who doesn't want to have a high price of bitcoin? of course none because all of us are here all because of business and inorder to make money. We all want our lives better that is why all of us are very excited of it's price to rise.