Takes medicine and psychiatrists there is a point right now I'm back to the gambling scene that I want to leave cause it feels a deep loss,resulting from the work outside of gambling and then bring the results of a weak gambling Table can't bring profits and more to the deterioration.But now I continue to the gambling. 
If that is really your case, then you should sit down and reevaluate your life bro. Maybe you are beginning to look for too much in gambling after all your ordeal that you have stated. There is nothing that brings profit in gambling and trying to recover anything you must have lost would only make you to end up screwing up big time because there is just no way you can get it back and the chances of you even losing it more is huge as far as I am concerned which would make you go back to the state you were trying to leave in the first place.